until the moment i met you, i always seem to be caught between dreading the responsibility of someone else’s love and being resentful that i didn’t feel properly loved myself. often both seemed to exist at the same time. with you it’s different. i can’t hear enough about your love for me. yet still, in some way i’m holding back. it’s as though i can’t fully let go without causing an eruption of need, hunger, and desire of such overwhelming proportions that it would wipe me out entirely.
– matthew, alexandria
until the moment i met you, i always seem to be caught between dreading the responsibility of someone else’s love and being resentful that i didn’t feel properly loved myself. often both seemed to exist at the same time. with you it’s different. i can’t hear enough about your love for me. yet still, in some way i’m holding back. it’s as though i can’t fully let go without causing an eruption of need, hunger, and desire of such overwhelming proportions that it would wipe me out entirely.
– matthew, alexandria
Posted 4 months ago Notes